After a year of my last jottings.....today I'm back writing my blog. I missed writing and I hope I still have the writing skills.....
Today I am ready. Ready to face the world...sometimes to face the reality...I have to fake everything...my smile, my words..almost everything la......
Today my entry goes without recipes...no foodie pictures....just mere words. In life there's ups and downs...we must have time for everything, happy, sad, excited....and also time for ourself. At this quiet moment, is where we can evaluate our inner self. What good are we giving to others, are we good enough to please others around us, are we so annoying that people around us doesn't even appreciate our existance.
What ever good we do to others must be done sincerely, without asking anything in return. But as human, we need just a little of appreciation in return. A small wish of thank you will do....please don't deny this.....
I am one of the luckiest human alive...I have a small family...that really love me because of ALLAH. Syukran. ALLAH have given me lots of chances to make myself better. Alhamdullilah. I believe ALLAH answered my du'a. Now I can see clearly.....where i stand. I am not afraid of human, fear ALLAH, because akhirat is where we are heading, the utimate destination as promised by ALLAH to every single human.
Well....maybe I am good at cooking.....but I am not good as a friend or as a sister. But please take me for what I am....nobody's perfect.....but we can have some good relationships if we can accept each others weakness. Build a bridge not a wall....but when times are really hard, we have to build a bridge to step out off the scene and build a wall around us, so that we won't be emotionally harrased.
In times of trouble, we tend to stay away and keep silent as that will be the best ever decision.
I can't please everybody, I have myself to please. If crying can please myself, I will cry, though i seldom cry. Everything happened with a reason, though it seemed like we don't like it, but believe me...that is the BEST thing ALLAH is offering us.
OK....if you read this.....it offended you, I plead my forgiveness from you. I'm only human, and I bleed when I fall down......
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